Ama akl\u0131ma da 5. Maddeye tak\u0131ld\u0131, \u201cAsla Vazge\u00e7meyin\u201d Asl\u0131nda tecr\u00fcbe ile sabit, bazen de vazge\u00e7mek laz\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n 2005-2010 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda 4-5 y\u0131l s\u00fcren Antalya-Bodrum -Endonezya-\u00c7in <\/strong>maceram oldu.<\/p>\n Her \u015fey gayet g\u00fczel giderken, bir d\u00f6nem geldi ki her \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm problemin ard\u0131ndan, nefes alamadan bir yenisi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu ama o kadar motiveydim ki, \u201csen bunu da \u00e7\u00f6zersin\u201d<\/strong> diyerek problemleri \u00e7\u00f6zmeye devam ettim.<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fin asl\u0131, uzun s\u00fcredir bekledi\u011fim ma\u011fazam\u0131z\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131nda yorgunluk kahvemi i\u00e7erken, \u201cbug\u00fcn durdurursam, kurtar\u0131r\u0131m\u201d diyordu i\u00e7imdeki ses\u2026<\/p>\n \u0130ster “\u00c7evre” <\/strong>deyin, isterseniz “EGO”<\/strong>, isterseniz “Gurur”<\/strong> fark etmez\u2026<\/p>\n \u00a0\u201cKes sesini\u201d<\/strong> dedim.. Ve devam ettim.<\/p>\n \u00c7evremden koptum. Sevdiklerimi k\u0131rd\u0131m ama vazge\u00e7medim. Israr ettim, direndim.. Vazge\u00e7ti\u011fimde ise \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n Kay\u0131p Y\u0131llar..<\/p>\n \u00d6zlem\u2026<\/p>\n Y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir ben\u2026<\/p>\n Ve k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir gurur\u2026<\/p>\n \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr toparlad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n Bazen akl\u0131ma geliyor o g\u00fcn dursayd\u0131m\u2026!<\/em><\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn bir arkada\u015f\u0131mla dertle\u015firken kendisine daha b\u00fcy\u00fck kay\u0131plar ya\u015famadan vazge\u00e7mesini \u00f6nerdim. Detaylar\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u201chakl\u0131s\u0131n abi\u201d<\/strong> demesine ra\u011fmen vazge\u00e7meyece\u011fini biliyorum.<\/p>\n Vazge\u00e7mek sadece i\u015f hayat\u0131 i\u00e7in gerekli de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n A\u015eK..!<\/strong> Evet.. Vazge\u00e7mek gerekir bazen.<\/p>\n Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z oldu\u011funu bilmene ra\u011fmen\u2026<\/p>\n Ufac\u0131k bir umuda ba\u011flan\u0131p, Pembe Panjurlu<\/strong> evler hayalini kurars\u0131n.<\/p>\n Vazge\u00e7emezsen; belki de hayat\u0131n\u0131n en g\u00fczel zamanlar\u0131n\u0131 Pembe Parmakl\u0131klar<\/strong> ard\u0131nda izleyerek ge\u00e7irirsin.<\/p>\n Ger\u00e7i o d\u00f6nemlerde Sezen Aksu \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 pek g\u00fczel gelirdi\u2026!<\/p>\n Hemen vazge\u00e7in demiyorum ama vazge\u00e7mek de bir se\u00e7enek olmal\u0131. <\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n Bu kadar drama dan sonra biraz ne\u015felenelim.<\/p>\n Alt\u0131 g\u00fcn sonra bizi kar\u015f\u0131layacak bayram\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015feker tad\u0131nda<\/strong> ge\u00e7mesini diliyorum.<\/p>\n Hep mutlu olun.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Merhabalar, May\u0131s ay\u0131n\u0131 mailini yine son g\u00fcnlere yeti\u015ftirdik, san\u0131r\u0131m d\u00fcnya \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131, yeti\u015femiyorum .. Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn yeni markam\u0131z olan\u00a0 “fokusunubul.com\u2019un” sosyal medya i\u00e7eriklerinin \u00fczerinden [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12409,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3091","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-lutfio"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3091","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3091"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3091\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3091"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3091"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lutfiozbilen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3091"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"\"](\"https:\/\/fokusx.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/5madde-1.png\")
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